I can connect with the idea of the space in between operating systems. I agree it would be nice to have a parellel system to understand and gently move to, but I have not often done that successfully. I feel like I get that squirmy feeling and sit in it too long until I can't stand it anymore, and than jump. Somehow the universe and my stubborn persistence catch me in a new system. Not recommended! But things like AA, Yoga, Live music and therapy have all helped, but I can't say it was "intentional", more like desperate or maybe serendipitous. So good for you for exploring this! I hope our shared genes don't mean you have to do it that same hard way! Keep going! PS. Loved the photo of Pop. Made me cry when I scrolled to it as I was reading. Talk about a genetic contradiction. Wholly smokes!
I can connect with the idea of the space in between operating systems. I agree it would be nice to have a parellel system to understand and gently move to, but I have not often done that successfully. I feel like I get that squirmy feeling and sit in it too long until I can't stand it anymore, and than jump. Somehow the universe and my stubborn persistence catch me in a new system. Not recommended! But things like AA, Yoga, Live music and therapy have all helped, but I can't say it was "intentional", more like desperate or maybe serendipitous. So good for you for exploring this! I hope our shared genes don't mean you have to do it that same hard way! Keep going! PS. Loved the photo of Pop. Made me cry when I scrolled to it as I was reading. Talk about a genetic contradiction. Wholly smokes!